this is so amazingly wonderful i’m crying. the gill tract is a magical piece of land and i am so joyful the story is going to be spread. 

here’s my photos from occupy the farm on may day of last year. 

i’m still crying. i’m just so happy. 

also: fucking UC system, when will we realize? just read a piece in the sac bee about UC davis and how their program is teaching that genetically engineered crops are necessary for the world. i wonder if it has anything to do with the fact that UC gets funding from monsanto (uhdurr). and it’s so true what this trailer says about the admin hiding behind the military—need i remind people of officer pike and the davis dozen? 

still crying. 

“For TransCanada “business as usual” means death and destruction for our communities. Together we can stop this multinational corporate bully and their toxic profiteers. ” won’t it be nice when everyone automatically puts the collective wellfare in front of personal profit? then we won’t have to spend time stopping things and we can focus on creating goodness in the world around us!
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“For TransCanada “business as usual” means death and destruction for our communities. Together we can stop this multinational corporate bully and their toxic profiteers. ”

won’t it be nice when everyone automatically puts the collective wellfare in front of personal profit? then we won’t have to spend time stopping things and we can focus on creating goodness in the world around us!

dear people of the internet: let us cultivate a better world.

just wanted to say thank you to everyone for the love i’ve received in response to my little film.

i am thrilled to have even a little influence with my immediate network for friends and family, but this is a message for everyone.  please, share this if you are inspired! 

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i hope to inspire you, people of tumblr! please share if you are inspired and then go get off your computer and make the world a better place. 

"here I am. I am me, and glad to be me. I am ready to see you.”

this is by far the best description and explanation of what we are now experiencing as a result of the shift in december, from the cascadia matters blog.

“And I ask you now to use the rest of your life to open your heart to being here. The Earth is an extremely interesting place to inhabit.”

agreed. i shall do just that. and perhaps occupy a few hearts and forests during my time.

i was talking with my friend

the other day (love you kalen) and we had a fantastic discussion about…everything. i was telling him how i feel i need to live my life, including to stop using money. how man created money to quantify pride in order to feed the ego, and how he breathed life into money, he created an artificial game called the stock market so money appears to be real and alive. my oh-so-very-smart friend then pointed out how i cannot just turn my back on money because right now it is very real. indeed, it is. he pointed out how my proclaiming money as fake is like conservatives proclaiming that global climate change is not real. just by ignoring something, it will not go away. 

but, i was on top of my conversation game and my mind was functioning quickly at this point, and i actually made what i think is a good point. and before this conversation, this argument had come up in my life, and i had not been able to retort satisfactorily. 

simply, money is not the truth. by continuing to use money, to value money, to put money on a pedestal as the means necessary for survival, we are not living the truth. certainly  there will be a transition period, but people need to go to the other side to prepare for when the masses arrive at the truth. for when people realize they cannot eat money. that it’s only worth the paper it’s on, the warmth it can provide when burned. seeds are currency. seeds are truth. services of love and healing are truth. water is vital truth. these are the commodities that we should be cultivating in abundance. by turning my back on money, sure, i am turning my back on something that is currently held by a lot of people as the truth for survival, however, this is false. by turning my back on money, i am turning my back on greed, on harmful destruction, on corporatocracy, on lies.

that’s the difference: global climate change is not a lie. like money, it is something that i hope and believe will go away in the world, but climate change is the truth, for now. just as money is the truth of what people need to survive, for now. but deep down, money is just a lie. and, depending on how you look at it, global climate change is a lie too. the way i see it, it’s mother nature getting revenge. we’ve destroyed the balance and harmony necessary for the proper functioning of things like seasons. not entirely, but we’ve taken a goddamn big swing at it. thankfully, we’ve left enough, and we’ve realized enough, so that the cycle of destruction and creation may continue and soon harmony and balance will be restored.

you could even look at money the same way: money provided a means, a justification for the destruction of our mother. on the same token, we are now aware of what not to do. we tried something, and it turned out not to work out so well for everyone. so, as conscious beings, we can change our trajectory and swing the pendulum back. we can live in paradise. earth is paradise. we are paradise. we’ve realized this much, now we’re working to manifest this in our physical three dimensional reality, which takes time. 

the story of my awakening

i was just reading this on our pathway to the truth and a recent question they answered about their awakening, and decided to write out my own process,

i wrote about a begining of my awakening and cosmic dates here. and it started before then, it’s been going on since i was reborn in this lifetime. i was always given lots of freedom and time to be in nature as a child, and lately i’ve been realizing how formative that time with my family was. we would go out with a camper into the wild places of california and nevada searching for rocks like crystals, garnets, geodes, arrowheads, jade, opal, you name it.  i didn’t really appreciate the rocks then, but now i wish i knew their power when i was climbing canyons and mountains and walking deserts for them. however, i was able to absorb the freedom and spirit of nature, which is where my strong connection with gaia was nurtured. i would sit in the dirt and play with plants and rocks for hours, making designs and god knows what. 

when i was a little older, i became very materialistic, like a typical young girl, and started having trouble communicating certain things with certain people. i always wanted what i wanted. and i usually got it. i liked to stay home and do girly things. i didn’t want to go out on wild adventures in nature that usually involved lots of cold and physical exertion. i talked on the phone with my friends for hours and made lots of crafts and liked to go to the mall for fun.

i always ate healthy, and was never too fond of junk food. i was a vegetarian for about half a year when i was in 6th grade. my mom told me that she believed that the animals wouldn’t be alive if it weren’t for our food needs, so it’s okay to kill them, and eventually i started eating meat again. 

in high school i started smoking weed with my brother and my friends and really transformed as a person. back then, it was a big secret, even at school with most of my friends because at the time, all my friends were into hugs, not drugs. these people had a huge impact on my life, as we shared everything, teaching me how to get along with people and love. i neglected some of these friendships and instead pursued a life of drama, parties, and smoking weed. i came to many realizations at this point in my life, often aided by my new friends, music, the trees in the park, and weed. my life consisted of much drama, which i definitely helped instigate at times, however i like to think that i added more light and love to conversations than bad vibes.  I started to take more care with what i eat, and was a vegan for my senior project. i was reading amazing literature, taking classes about critical thinking, human nature, ancient civilizations, biology.  my literature teacher, mr perry, especially impacted my thinking, showing me how to read for meaning, and how to express myself through writing. 

my life was really reving up-i had freedom to do what i wanted, i had a bicycle and a car and friends in college. i was being exposed to new ideas and new music and new friends and new situations more rapidly than ever before. my friends and i took road trips down the coast of california, camping and smoking pot and going on adventures. i went to college and my world opened up even more—i learned about monsanto and gmos and the government and the vast injustices of our world. i learned about the new ways of life that are possible in the usf community garden (i talk about the lessons i learned from the garden here). i started solving problems creatively and working together in communities of people for a better world. 

the summer after my freshman year of college i went to Sasquatch music festival. it was the first time that i felt free of the rules of society since before i learned about them, when i was still a kid exploring the open world. sasquatch opened my mind up to the truth that we create our own reality through our perceptions. and, it was the first time i learned to shake my ass, showing me the powers of dance. i started keeping this blog right about then, and wrote this review of sasquatch, “let’s leave society and go to a music festival.” it showed me the tribe mentality. 

that fall, i went to treasure island music festival (almost exactly one year ago) and dropped acid, which released the full power of my vibrating hips to me. i was shifting between realities, one moment in the rainforest, the next moment being controlled through an avatar like network by flying lotus himself, playing my body like a beat. i was also connected to the entire crowd, feeding off the power and creating our own, powering the show. i thought there was a crew following me around, connecting this network of my ass to the entire festival and filming the whole thing for a promotional video. during the entire thing, i would drift back into the “real” reality of it all, and i was just non stop shaking my ass. it went in circles, going into the different levels, closer and closer to the center where i was all connected to everything via my ass, into the jungle at points, and back out, circling and circling into the different realities the whole time. 

back off the island and back in the concrete jungle of sf, my friend put his bike in my hands. that was an incredible feeling. i get the best energy from bikes.

i was a talking spewing channeling mess that night, happy and smiling and loving with all my friends when the effects were wearing off. i was returning from my cosmic vision state back into the reality of our times. shortly after, occupy exploded into my life, occupying my mind, heart, time, and life. it created the space for manifesting all these things i had learned from partaking in music gatherings.  i also was able to hone my social media skills, running the facebook and twitter for occupy usf and creating networks via the spiderweb of communication.  it was like my trips became real-i began to realize that it is possible to connect with everyone and everything. 

at the same time, last year at this time i was a fiery mess. i was doing so many things—running so much social media, working as a lifeguard with mind numbing hours to talk to myself, participating in the urban agriculture and occupy communities of the bay area and northern california, keeping up with social circles, researching and writing papers for my classes, occupying my campus, and marching in downtown sf. i was so stretched. my life was ball of tangled relationships rolling down a hill, picking up speed. i would read the news in my bed and cry. then instead of doing homework in a timely manner, i would swing from these states of severe depression to going out to my friends’ apartments or bars and drinking and dancing and talking. i remember one night at a friends house, we made a jam circle, and started singing the blues. when it got to me, i rapped about the 1 billion hungry in this world, the 1 billion overweight, and the vast injustices of our monetary economy.   the circle lost it’s flow and got very quiet. i was awakening, but i didn’t know yet how to channel my energy into productive avenues.

the new year rolled around with a bang. i met, rather unexpectedly, a man i had been dying to meet ever since i found out he existed.  a dreamy night of friends, food, sacred plants, music and dancing brought us together. something happened to me that night that i still can’t explain, no matter how many poems i write. i fell in love, but i lost myself on the way down. those 30 hours stuck in my brain, and my time spent alone with my memories on the lifeguard chair drove me crazy. my sentiment was this: when memories feel like dreams, we hope reality stays true.  

then, only 14 days into the new world, my visions became clear. still writhing with an agonized heart, i took a trip in tahoe with my friends. we hiked on mushrooms around the lands that my ancestors lived on, right around donner summit where my great great great great great uncle rescued the donner party. i felt very much at home, like i still had their wisdom of the land in my blood. while tripping out on a log with painting friends and fallen leaf lake, we had a vision of a music festival, of the human be in in golden gate park.  we called it albatross day. this manifested, not by my particular circles, but about a month ago a group in san francisco held the first human be in since the 60s in golden gate park, reclaiming the public land for the people. but back in tahoe that night, i was flooded with ideas about how the world work. how time is just a cooker of all things, how thinking brings things into reality.  i was realizing my power, the power of thinking. i was learning about the power of love, how the more love we manifest out of infinity, the more love exists. 

i entered the next semester super charged, taking on the archaic ideas of some of my teachers with my strong voice. i was fine tuning my critical thinking skills and really starting to question very basic tenants of our society such as private property, nations, money, and poverty. i watched “forks over knives” and took another step on the road to compassionate, loving, vegan eating. i was starting to understand the underlying patterns of the universe, and i got into quantum physics. i also kept exploring transcendent states of being through dance, music, and drugs. my friends were having killer basement shows and we were bringing people together like never before. i was filled with lovesickness and wrote more on my blog and in my journal.  my friends and i put on an open mic and started having parties with intentions of cultivating the collective consciousness. our intention was great: “The year 2012 will see the continuum of the cultivation of community, compassion, and collective consciousness. Albatross Inc. invites you to contribute to this cause by joining us on the daily pilgrimage to rediscover what it means to be a universal citizen. By participating and engaging in various gatherings, we help each other rediscover and celebrate the love that all of the world’s citizens have for one another. When this love is fully embraced, real collective change will occur.” 

I took a femenist class and learned about loving yourself in order to love others. i learned about infusing action with playfulness, creating worlds, creating your reality wherever you go. i felt the desire to leave the confines of school and go learn about organic farming, for real, on a farm.  i wanted to be a part of the communities that were living out the ways of life i was studying and learning about and semi-creating on my campus.  i started to watch lots of crazy videos online and talk about crazy things with my friends, like the holographic universe, the interconnected nature of all beings, and the amazing power of consciousness. my life was truly amazing. i was having the time of my life with the people i absolutely loved. san francisco was my playground and i just adored life.

i went to spain and saw the intense protests agains austerity, a reminder of how intense my political action was the fall before. i danced my ass off to buraka som sistema in sevilla and shared the world of concerts and dancing with my brother. on the summer solstice, i got royally wasted off blue moon and had the most amazing conversation with one of my best friends about how we create our reality. she had taken astronomy and got into my head a more accurate picture of just how tiny we are in this infinite universe. i talked about creating our own reality, because all possibilities exist, you just have to attract and create that, allowing it space to exist in the present moment. i started to understand the importance of listening to yourself and the signs the universe gives you. 

 i felt very rooted in san francisco, with a network and a near perfect life. and needed to get out of there to become whole again. my life was too good.  i saw the guy from new years again, which set me into a deep depression after, like a stomach ache after eating too much chocolate. i went into myself and my own head, retreating from all contact with him and even tried my best to kick him out of my head and not talk about him.  this helped me find my voice again, writing in my journal a lot. “when i write, i create reality. thoughts->talking->writing->thinking->dreaming->doing->thoughts (it’s a cycle).”

then, i got to cusco, peru.  before, i think my life was just starting to speed up dramatically, the way the population of bacteria increases in a petri dish.  but when i got to peru, i hit the point where the line goes almost straight up. the world that was peeling up around the edges has been ripped up like an old carpet, revealing the cosmos beneath me. i’ve gotten into raw and super foods, chakras, reiki, medicinal plants, spirits, and yoga to name a few. i’ve grown so much as a person, listening to my heart. my dreams have been running crazier and better than ever.  i feel as rooted to this place after two months of living here as i did after two years of living in san francisco. the energy here is absolutely incredible. the connection with the earth, the integration of natural forms with the culture is breathtaking and astounding to me.  the circles of tribes of sustainable minded people living and traveling and sharing here are like fountains of energy that i drink from whenever i meet another soul that i can share with. 

i’ve remembered my purpose on this earth, in this lifetime.  and i’ve found people who share that vision with me. my dreams are becoming reality, manifestations of the light and love i created space for in my head. i don’t feel the need to write more about the realizations i’ve had recently, as they are all up on my blog.

but i will say this-life is truly amazing, and i am so damn happy to be alive right now. we are living at a time when time is ending-our global consciousness is amplifying and soon the veil of third dimensional reality will lift.  we will reunite with source, joining the galactic family in the infinite cosmos, forever.  so, let’s celebrate already! the revolution is a fiesta! the revolution is in our minds! 

thank you for reading my story. please share yours, i would love to read it. 

these photos resonate with this message for me because they are from a general strike in oakland where i learned another world is possible. and after this message, i am so freaking happy to be alive it’s incredible. 

from Aluna Joy Yaxkin’s facebook page:

I can’t believe it…. there are only 60 Days, until 12/21/2012!

We believe that the powerful dates leading up to the culmination of 2012 have profound associations with many ancient calendars and ancient cultures. We feel that 12/21/2012

 is a global event; not just a Maya event. In 2011, Spirit called me to touch and re-touch many sacred sites in the world. We think this is a calling to finish the connecting process between sacred sites and the like-minded people that are called to this work. Many people are traveling this year. It is a grand migration of light workers. With the nearing of these end dates, we can also feel the coming shift on a cellular / soul level.

On the side of the conscious ones who have worked hard to stay awake, these times will offer more wisdom and enlightenment than ever before. The Star Elders say that Earth is like Disneyland and this special time is an E Ticket ride for the soul’s evolution! We will experience unconditional love, community and the awesome feeling of connectedness and oneness. Like-minded ones will be draw together like a moth to a violet flame. We will find in like mind community is where we will be most comfortable. We are surfing the eye of the coming storm while others may be lost in drama and chaos. Where each one of us will be called to travel to on the Earth’s grid, we will anchor peace, harmony and unity. We are already seeing this manifest.

On the un-conscious side of humanity, there will be more fear and global unrest. Human-based, survival issues will be rising up like ugly, old memories to stop and hinder their progress of growing into the light. This is catastro-phobia that is linked to ages past. Most of the middle-east, the holy lands and the Agean Sea area have sustained the most profound wounds in the past from the collapse of Atlantis. Many will assume from this fact that we may also see the most fear, disruption and social and political unrest in these areas again. This unrest is quite normal for past shifts of ages. The areas with the most history, power and energy are also the areas that can have the most upheaval. However, The Star Elders say this does not have to be the case this time around if we choose a different outcome. These wounds will be healed by light workers, the Earth, and the actual shift itself. We are already seeing this happening now. 

It is my feeling that most of us will be surfing a wave between love and fear as we evolve beyond this world of duality and into oneness. We will be called in each moment to LET GO of fear, and choose LOVE over all outer appearances that may look scary and unsafe. When we feed LOVE, the universe is bound by natural law to give us more LOVE. It is a virus that we all hope to catch and never recover from. The Star Elders say it is a delicious infection. When we feed our Fear (which by the way is the 3D dualistic programing that loops over and over in our heads), the universe is bound by natural law to give us more fear. This is a virus that we all want to recover from at any price, because it imprisons us, binds our light and keep us from doing our best and brighter work in the world. 

So do you want to be infected by LOVE or be festering in fear? Your choice. :) It always has been!

let me tell you the story

of how i met my friend michael bhai. first, i’ve never met michael. but let me go back to the beginning…

i sat stoned in my best friends apartment in davis california. it was cold. my friend and her housemates were watching something stupid like jersey shore. i was filled with desire to change the world. i rolled around on the carpet waiting for inspiration.

finally the words came to me: cultivate abundance and generosity. this is the message i wanted to send to the world. so i painted my poster.

the next morning, woke up at some ungodly hour before the sun and walked with my huge sign on a bamboo pole in the rain about a mile to the davis headquarters of (dun dun dun) MONSANTO. or, as i like to call them, monsatan.  twas a lovely day for a protest. with a view of a community plot garden, we shut down the offices for the day in solidarity with protests around the world. we talked and shared and laughed and shouted and resolved and loved and froze and smiled. there was one boy about 10 years old who had a lovely speech written out about how monsanto is killing the world and everything in it. later in the day, huddled under a portable canopy, we made a list of grievances against monsanto. that was quite a good time. 

sometime during the day, i took this photo 

and eventually posted it on my flickr, sometime in mid march.

on earth day, a group of wonderful beautiful lovely humans marched to the last piece of top grade agricultural land in california to reclaim it for the people, creating the gill tract farm. a few days later, wanting to know more, i searched ‘occupy the farm’ on facebook, when my jaw dropped. there, in the results, was my photo. 

i clicked on it and was taken to michael’s page. i instantly friend requested him and told him that i created the sign in his profile photo. a few weeks later, i got a response. “Synchronicities seem to run wild in the Occutribe!”

and we’ve been friends ever since. 

2012

so i’ve been reading 2012: return of quetzalcoatl by daniel pinchbeck. just got to the chapter where he explains in depth about mayan time and interpretations. and i yelped when i read it. let me explain.

“on the winter solstice of december 21, 2012, the sun will rise within the dark rift at the center of our milky way galaxy, an event that occurs once every 25,800 years.” this represents the “union of the cosmic mother (milky way) with the first father (december solstice sun).” in 2002, astronomers verified that there is a black hole in the center of the milky way, something that the maya were well aware of and might have even used to “tour across the vast reaches of the cosmos.”

this is so cool. i read about vortex spots that astronomers were finding, which essentially mean you could travel great distances in zero time. so this idea of mayan space travel is super exciting to me. also, i just heard a story of how orion bit his mother’s nipple off when he was a baby, causing her to spill her milk all over the sky and creating the milky way.  so love reading that the milky way is the cosmic mother. and that the milky way is “the cosmic womb from which new stars are born, and from which everything in our galaxy, including humans, came.”

then daniel explains how some mayan scholars think that 2012 is nothing more significant than “an odometer clicking over.” but. a guy named john major jenkins thinks different. “for more than a thousand years, the intellectual genius of mesoamerican civilization, from the olmec through the maya, was dedicated to determining this date, and once it was established, inscribing it in their artifacts and monumental architecture in symbolic form.” “at the moment of alignment, we cross the galactic equator, the precise edge of our spiraling galaxy, ushering in a new world age, whose effects will be realized as a transformation of consciousness.” collective consciousness, here we come. 

in the mayan calendar and the transformation of consciousness  by caral johan calleman, he proposes that the “nine levels of the most important mayan pyramids…represent a model of time, from the origin of the universe to the upcoming phase-shift, in which each step, or ‘underworld’ is twenty times more accelerated in linear time than the one preceding it.” consciousness is hierarchical, with each underworld a foundation for the next, starting with the “inception of matter” (because really, everything is consciousness) to cellular life 16.4 billion years ago. then, animal life out of cells 820 million years ago. in the third underworld, primates evolved, 41 million years ago. next, about 2 million years ago, tribal organization started, followed by homo sapiens emerging and developing language 102,000 years ago. 5,125 years ago commenced the national underworld, characterized by “patriarchal civilization, law, and written language.” in 1755 the next cycle began, only 256 years long, ushering in “industrialization, electricity, technology, modern democracy, gene splicing, and the atom bomb.” in 1999 we entered the 8th level, only 12.8 years, with the “development of the internet into a global communications infrastructure.” the final step is 260 days and will lead, according to calleman, to “‘nondual cosmic consciousness’ across the earth. by the end of this universal underworld, humanity will have crossed the threshold of the abyss, confronting the shadow projections of the apocalypse, to become conscious cocreators of reality.” 

all of this makes total sense to me. we’re like bacteria in a petri dish, except it’s time and order of events that are growing exponentially.  and i love the “inception of matter” because quantum physics has taught us that we live in a devine matrix that is created by our consciousness.

calleman places the “crescendo of all human history” at the end of october 2011, specifically the 28th.  for me, this is an incredible synchronicity. the night of the 26th into the 27th of october was my first visit to occupy san francisco, with my “FUCK MONSANTO” sign.  that night i experienced the spark-to-kindling feeling of my first (almost) police raid. i harnessed and began to realize the power of social media, finding out information about the whereabouts on the police before messengers from the central camps relayed the info. i tweeted the next day “last night was unreal. witnessed the people create democracy” and i had an expansive conversation with my feast and famine teacher who inspired my sign about the counterculture cuisine. on the 29th, i was back at occupy sf marching, chanting, dancing, and creating the world i want to see. i can only imagine what radical thoughts were whizzing through my head on the 28th, especially during my globalization class that was so formative to my thinking. i remember the rush, the exponential expansion of my mind taking place in that time. by halloween i decided to stop shaving my armpits and haven’t looked back. for me, the end of october was a sort of crescendo—except it was only the beginning.  calleman stated that “it will simply not be possible not to be enlightened after october 28, 2011” conjecturing that the final year of the calendar will be used for “celebrating and adjusting to our new circumstances of unlimited bliss and creative freedom.” 

while his vision has not materialized in the way i feel he visioned, to an extent, it certainly has. that day, for me, was certainly crucial to my awakening. and, i assume for many, as occupy was spreading like wildfire over parched grass. but, i haven’t even gotten to the really good part yet.

calleman wrote that according to the mayan knowledge system, “within each of the nine underworlds, there are cyclical pulsations of light and dark energies, which he calls ‘days’ and ‘nights.’ whether 16 billion years or 260 days long, each underworld contains a pattern of seven days and six nights, a partition into thirteen stages, each represented by a different mayan deity.” these energy shifts are predictable once the whole system is understood.  ”the crucial forward step in the evolution of consciousness takes place during the ‘fifth day’ of each underworld, ruled by the energy of quetzalcoatl.”  this is followed by the fifth night. during the industrial revolution or planetary underworld, the fifth night was from 1932 to 1952, “the period of nazism, the second world war, the holocaust, and the dripping of atomic bombs.” “in the national cycle that preceded it, the fifth night, AD 434 to 829, corresponded to the collapse of the roman empire.” 

but it gets crazier. “the cycle of 13 tuns (unit of time for this underworld) that began in november 1999 will, likewise, reach its midnight hour, its involuntary crescendo, during the year 2008.” this book was last revised in 2007.  ”various studies on imminent peak oil crisis point to 2008 as the year when resources of energy, food, and water will become critically stressed.” “calleman proposes that this period could see a global financial and ecological collapse, accompanied by nightmarish misuses of power on the part of the ruling elite…we wil see the last desperate and at the same time most forceful, attempt to secure control by the forces seeking to maintain dominance.” this will “provide the opportunity to circulate a new vision of what this world could be, and disseminate the tools and principals to implement it.”

is your mind blown like mine was? i wrote “OH FUCK OCCUPY” in the margins.  this is one of the best explanations of what occupy is about and it was written well before occupy (i am not sure what date calleman’s book was but it was before 2007).  like terrance mckenna’s vision of history, “the earth has been self- organizing in preparation for this geomantic juncture over the course of its history, just as the invisible likes of force of a magnet shape metal filings from a distance.” 

can you feel the shift? “from alienation to integration, from deformed and spatialized time to synchronic harmony, from either patriarchal or matriarchal dominance to true partnership, from ego-based delusions to global telepathy.” we are on the brink of a new world reality that is the same time a “new world unreality.” 

barbara marx hubbard writes in conscious evolution, “if the positive innovations connect exponentially before the massive breakdowns reinforce one other, the system can repattern itself to a higher order of consciousness and freedom without the predicted economic, environmental, or social collapse…if the system could go either way, a slight intervention to assist the convergence of the positive can tip the scales of evolution in favor of enhancement of life on earth.”

so can we all get over our petty egos and act for the greater good? because we’re all one, we’re all here now together on this planet floating in this ever expanding universe. i remember in 3rd or 4th grade talking with my classmates about 2012. i thought it was just another date, how could time not continue? but, in my life, i’ve witnessed the ferocious speeding up of time. and i’m only 20. to me, 2012 it is clearly more than what i thought when i was 9. it’s our chance. everything is aligned for us, we just have to align ourselves. and i’m not even sure what it all means. but i know we’re on the right path, even if the light at the end is very dim.  ”if the shadows appear to be growing darker, it is because the light that casts them is getting brighter.” 

i’m ready to evolve. i’m dying to ditch technology and live telepathically. i’m sick of fighting, sick of war, sick of poverty, sick of famine, sick of sickness. i believe we are all capable of living together like a forest, in complete harmony. so common already! what are we waiting for? a sign? well this is it! let’s get going already! let’s start propagating  collective communities! let’s cultivate abundance! let’s share and gift! let’s love! let’s dance! common!